Sunday, September 5, 2010

kawan ker ?

itulah persoalan yg agak sering jgakk ar yg bermaen maen dlm kotak pikiran akuh.
btul ker dye kwn akuh ?
klau dye kwn akuh,
knpe last two years dye mntak ptuskann perhbngan persahabatan.
knpe dye mstyy ckp mcm tuh !
dye ta tau ker
klau skali dye ckp, mmg sekoo mnusia punn never EVER accept him again !
never gived some chance...
ya !
never ever n forever.

tapiii,
knpe dye mstyy mcg akuh smlm (sept 5) ?
knpe dye nk bebaek dgn akuh ?
knpe dye nk call call akuh ?
knape KNAPE knape ??!!

btul orgg ktee,
tlajak prahuu bleyh berundur,
te lajak kataa bdan binasaa.
mmg akuh ta nafii kann.

kau taw ker prasaan akuh time tuh ?
kau taw ker yg akuh cdeyh mse ko ckp
bndaa bodoo tuh ?
ko taw ker ???
ta tau kan ?!

skang.
ko rse kann.
ta hingin lgsg akuh nk angkt phone drii ko !
ta hingin nk reply mcg ko !
ta hingin nk save no ko !
TA HINGIN !!!

bkn nyee akuh nk berdendam
tade msee akuh nk lyan bndaa bodoo tuh.

tapii,
stuu jep yg akuh nk ingat an kau.
sblom ko ckp
ko pk laa dluu.
jgn nk maen ikot prsaan ko jeh.
pk ckit org nye psaan gak.
n akuh arap.
ko lpe an laa akuh.
ta pyah nk nyusah an dirii
nk call call akuh.
ta pyah nk buang kreditt
nk mcg mcg akuh.

mseh terngiang ngiang ayat yg ko ckp time tuh.
dan mungkin ta akan akuh lpee smpy ble ble !
trime kasih buatt sume nye.

ta pe ta pe.
skng aq maaf an ko,
nseb blan pose !
tapii pas nih.
akuh smbong bncii ko !
*ley ta ??